9th Chapter
Monday, 8 June 2015
Undoubtly it is now of never. I must care less about people from now on. Even the person I trust the most, the one I gave my heart to, hurt me. And surprisingly, its the person I loved the most who least understands me. And kept telling me that he doesn't changed a bit. Blergh? Why does my dearself kept on expecting people will do good deeds towards me? Why am I being unexpectedly too nice til at a certain point, people had the urge to step on me? Am I that straight? That dumb to see? That people are like that? No no. So far the road I've walked through, the only type of people who would do these are malays. Yes. As much as I don't wabt to admit it. My own race. Humiliation. Keeping that set of mind for finding a friend who would advantage them. Well boohoo. Friends with benefits I must say. Ay dear mate, why are you guys being so sceptical? It disgusts me. It really really does. This is why I hate Malays. Even I am a Malay myself but the irritation Ihave for these kind of Malays made me regret not a single thing. But that's alright. I'll work my ass off. And I have my families with me. And The Almighty. That is all I ever needed.