Well, here goes. Its 1.45 am over here and it suddenly hits me, lama dah tak update. Yes I admit it's been months since my last update. My schedule had been really really hectic now that I'm taking my degree. Yes! I'm taking my degree now. Bachelor in Electronic Engineering. How yummy does that sounds? But the one thing that I would like to clear out is, I'm in, or atleast I can say, trying, to live my new life over here. Yes beautiful creatures. New life, new people, new chapters. The thing that suddenly remind me of my blog and how ages it had been since I've ever been here, is that I'd ran through this one blog ealier. Some writings that this kakak did bout her life and etc and what interests me the most, besides her powerful languages, is this one post she posted. She's in this situation that I'm in atm and little that I know, I can literally tell how she feels and how much that thing is hurting her. Cause it hurts me too. A lot. I've been crying ever since the same dilemma that happened to her happened to me and I can't seem to put an end to it. I've tried, I lied if I said I didnt, but it doesn't seem to work. I realized that, only time can mend my scars. But I know and I have to admit, no matter how many times he hurt me, I won't be able to stop from loving him. And yes, I myself do have scars as well and every scars have its own story. All these while, I thought they were healed but my my I've never been so wrong in my life cause the truth was they were actually not. For the person who make me bleed, for making my tears ran down my cheeks, I would like to thank you. You made me realized that sacrificing and giving everything for and to you was another mistake I've done and it'll indicate my behaviours from now onwards. Night x
Well, here goes. Its 1.45 am over here and it suddenly hits me, lama dah tak update. Yes I admit it's been months since my last update. My schedule had been really really hectic now that I'm taking my degree. Yes! I'm taking my degree now. Bachelor in Electronic Engineering. How yummy does that sounds? But the one thing that I would like to clear out is, I'm in, or atleast I can say, trying, to live my new life over here. Yes beautiful creatures. New life, new people, new chapters. The thing that suddenly remind me of my blog and how ages it had been since I've ever been here, is that I'd ran through this one blog ealier. Some writings that this kakak did bout her life and etc and what interests me the most, besides her powerful languages, is this one post she posted. She's in this situation that I'm in atm and little that I know, I can literally tell how she feels and how much that thing is hurting her. Cause it hurts me too. A lot. I've been crying ever since the same dilemma that happened to her happened to me and I can't seem to put an end to it. I've tried, I lied if I said I didnt, but it doesn't seem to work. I realized that, only time can mend my scars. But I know and I have to admit, no matter how many times he hurt me, I won't be able to stop from loving him. And yes, I myself do have scars as well and every scars have its own story. All these while, I thought they were healed but my my I've never been so wrong in my life cause the truth was they were actually not. For the person who make me bleed, for making my tears ran down my cheeks, I would like to thank you. You made me realized that sacrificing and giving everything for and to you was another mistake I've done and it'll indicate my behaviours from now onwards. Night x