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Monday, 3 December 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
I know I was cruel for doing such things. Tapi kena faham. Takkan forever I nak macam tu. I was afraid. On what people might say. On what people might think. I was too weak to face all that. Kalau korang know me better than you'll know. I am just a normal person who would like to live a happily ever after life with the one I loved. I am sorry for what I had done. I knew. We'd everything well planned. Us, travelling, around the world. Just you and me. Its sound so perfect but we can't make it happen. And its all because of me. Because I was a coward. I'm truly sorry. You can call me whatever you want to call me. I'm just too tired to defend myself. You loved me once and just because of that, you called me 'bitch'. Just like that huh? Sigh. I don't even give a damn anymore. Just do anything that you want to do. I am not for you. I admit, I was cruel to do that to you in the middle of our big examination. But what choice did I had? Its better to let you think that I am the bad guy here. I am the one to be blame on. As long as you're happy :) But please. Just let me live my life. Don't go and tell the whole world about the things that I had done to you. I, also have my dignity. I won't feel any guilt beneath my heart cause deep down inside, I knew that I did the right thing. Forgive me again :')
That's what Chamin is feeling right now hee. I tau korang mesti fikir, woww cepatnya dapat pengganti. Sigh I takkisah pon korang nak fikir ape kay? Janji I happy. I was taken by Ilham Ismail on 27th of November :) Haha that guy is so hillarious. He can make me laugh just by saying the word 'okay'. Weird huh? :D Omaigad attitude dia cute gila nyah. I pernah minat dia once but he was with this one girl so I malaslah nak interfere :) But then on the 25th, dia admit dia minat I trolol. Dahlah masa cakap on the phone dengan I, dia banyak jerit jerit. Macam pondan xD Tapi I tau dia nervous sebenarnya haha how cute. Dahlah pelat R wehehe sumpah comel dohh. I am happy with him. So happy :) I harap sangat that he will be my last. No more playing around. It's time to put more commitment to my relationship. I nak have a good future with him. I nak dia guide I * awwww. But seriously. I want him so bad until I stop to think about others. I want him to be the last boy that came into my life. He's eighteen btw, heboh je cakap diri tu tua. I ni seventeen, tak fikir pulak tua --' So yeah, We'd been together for only a week but it feels like we had been together for years. I want him to be mine for eternity. Bolehkan sayang? Hee. Amin amin ^^
Heee even u macam gay sikit tapi I tetap sayang u b. You are now my everything so please, do take care of my heart yeah? I heart u like this big. Nampak tak nampak tak? Haha. I akan terus sayang u and I'll never get tired of it. That's all peeps :) Byebye :*
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